so havent posted in a bit though dont know what this post is going to end up about today. So lets just go on a little journey and see where my brain takes us.
Lots happening lately christmas is coming, same with halloween.
Haloween, to be honest with you I have this love hate for halloween. I personally Love it for the getting dressed up the cute kids dressed up and then partying with great people and of course the dirty dirty sex after with your costume still on.  But lately its been kinda drabby, alot of my friends are at the point they have young kids so they just take them out, we sometimes go to a distant friends bash but there an awesome couple most of the time, except when there being stuck up snobs. 
I dont get people like that, you know I feel your always gonna be ahead of someone and below someone else and I think its constantly changing and shouldnt matter.  Im always comparing on the fact of we seem in the same position yet they have more and I dont get how.  Were trying though
were attempting to get our asses outta debt and Im applying to school which I know will be more debt but hopefully worth it in the long run.
Excitedly were officially on the same page as far as a baby is concerned, Were trying!!!!!!! so hopefully Ill have some awesome post soon about good news ( fingers crossed!)
But even just us agreeing feels so much nicer than what was going on before.  I gotta get healthy though so maybe Ill start a blog about that, this crazy rollercoaster Ive been on for the past few years
Now I weigh more then I ever have and more then I ever drempt I could, once I got over the 200 mark it was all downhill It was the most depressing thing I always thought Id stay under the 2s Im sure theres lots of weight loss blogs out there though. and Im not a steady person Ill be super healthy one meal then demoing the brownies the next.

Wrist injury is still annoying and still no work for me
new weight loss blog to come if I ever right it, kinda scary to start cause then I might have to do something lol


Heres to still knowing nothing about everything, but do I really want to know something about anything?

holiday cheer

this is going to be short, one handed typing is not my fortay
but just had to post something about the joyeous upcoming holiday season and In-laws.
Oh joy I cant wait
In-laws are already making a huge impact on holiday plans this year,

• Cdn thanksgiving is this wknd and me and my other half are spending it seperately (each with our own family's) because no one can agree on dates or who should go where, I'm not invited to my MIL's house as per usual.
• Me and my bf anniversary is in Dec but we planned to go away for a mini wknd in Nov, and now apparently my MIL and DIL will be joining us. YAY.  My MIL has officialy taken over the plans, booking same hotel (room next to ours), booked dinner for the 4 of us aswell as activities for all of us.  This wouldnt be that bad except she pulled the same thing two years ago and we ended up cancelling our vacation that we had spent months planning for.

So I will be the bigger person, I hope and ignore all negativity as an attempt to survive.

When will it be March??????????

thank the drug companies for cipralex

yes thank you for cipralex
1. Roller derby first practice resulted in: 1 fractured wrist, 1 chipped elbow, and to top it off 1 slipped disc in my back!!!!!!! yay for that brilliant idea.
2. New job was supposed to start tommorow, now I must call them and tell them the situation and hope I have a job.
3. Appartment is a mess (Kinda difficult to clean with the above injuries, making my obsessive need to clean go crazy)
4. Dog is going crazy barking at me and taking out her extreme frustrations with the fact that we cant go on walks ( If you have a husky you understand their high maintenance attitudes)
sooo as I said if it wasnt for my cipralex id deffinately not have the same attitude toward this whole situation.
But alas im more in the mindset of, everything happens for a reason.
thats all for tonight, typing like a pecking chicken is not my strong point.