so havent posted in a bit though dont know what this post is going to end up about today. So lets just go on a little journey and see where my brain takes us.
Lots happening lately christmas is coming, same with halloween.
Haloween, to be honest with you I have this love hate for halloween. I personally Love it for the getting dressed up the cute kids dressed up and then partying with great people and of course the dirty dirty sex after with your costume still on.  But lately its been kinda drabby, alot of my friends are at the point they have young kids so they just take them out, we sometimes go to a distant friends bash but there an awesome couple most of the time, except when there being stuck up snobs. 
I dont get people like that, you know I feel your always gonna be ahead of someone and below someone else and I think its constantly changing and shouldnt matter.  Im always comparing on the fact of we seem in the same position yet they have more and I dont get how.  Were trying though
were attempting to get our asses outta debt and Im applying to school which I know will be more debt but hopefully worth it in the long run.
Excitedly were officially on the same page as far as a baby is concerned, Were trying!!!!!!! so hopefully Ill have some awesome post soon about good news ( fingers crossed!)
But even just us agreeing feels so much nicer than what was going on before.  I gotta get healthy though so maybe Ill start a blog about that, this crazy rollercoaster Ive been on for the past few years
Now I weigh more then I ever have and more then I ever drempt I could, once I got over the 200 mark it was all downhill It was the most depressing thing I always thought Id stay under the 2s Im sure theres lots of weight loss blogs out there though. and Im not a steady person Ill be super healthy one meal then demoing the brownies the next.

Wrist injury is still annoying and still no work for me
new weight loss blog to come if I ever right it, kinda scary to start cause then I might have to do something lol


Heres to still knowing nothing about everything, but do I really want to know something about anything?